curahan hati (2)

aku jadi pengen curhat lagi niy,,, hhehehe
ini soal mantan aku...

beberapa hari terakhir ini aku keinget sama dya...
aku jadi kangen sm dia...
kenapa dulu kami bertengkar mulu ya kerjaannya???
eh...giliran sekarang udah pisah...baru dech,,,^^ bingung nyarinya... hhoho

dia menghilang gitu ajja...gag taw kemana...
rumah jauh... lost kontak gt deh...
temen2nya dia, aku juga gag tau musti gmn ngehubunginnya....
gara2 nomorku rusak,, semua nomor2 mereka jd ilang semua...
udh gt kul.nya mencar2 lg... hhuh

pengen bgt taw kabar dia,,, hehe
walaupun kayaknya sulit buat aku balikan sm dia... hehe

gag kerasa udah 1 taun...
cepet banget sih?? hehe

sebelum dy ngilang, dy ngalakin aku jalan2,,
belum sempet kesampean , malah dia udh ngilang gt ajja...!

cuRahan Hati

assalamualaikum teman2 tersayang....

saat ini aku sedang sedih...pikiranku kacau balau.. sepertinya putus asa telah menghinggapiku perlahan-perlahan...
aku tau,,putus asa itu dosa,,,
maka dari itu aku berusaha menepis jauh2 rasa yg dilarang itu.. (putus asa maksudnya)
tapi,,apakah aku sanggup??
sesungguhnya, aku tak ingin lari dari masalah ini..
aku ingin menghadapinya...
dan tentu saja ingin mencari jalan keluarnya,,, agar masalah ini cepat berakhir...
sehingga aku bisa menjalani hari2ku dengan enjoy sprti biasanya..
hari2 yang penuh keceriaan ...
aku pikir, blog ini adalah tempat yang aku rasa cocok buat tempat curhatku...
karena hanya disinilah aku merasa gak canggung2 menumpahkan segala uneg2 yg berkecamuk dalam benakku...
dan aku mulai introspeksi diri..
apakah selama ini aku kurang sabar menghadapi cobaan2 yg diberikan oleh Alloh padaku??
astaghfirullahal'aziiim....
nggak donk,,,...


mungkin sebagian orang akan menganggap ini hal yg kecil...
namun bagi aku,, ini merupakan cobaan yg cukup bisa menggoreskan gurat2 kesedihan diwajahku...
sebagai manusia, kita memang diciptakan dengan sejuta kelebihan,, bukankah manusia itu makhluk alloh yg paling sempurna? ya nggak sih??
namun disamping kelebihan2 itu, kita sebagai manusia pasti memiliki suatu atau beberapa kelemahan,,,

dan saat ini aku merasa, sangat lemah... aku sangat lemah...
mengapa baru cobaan seperti ini saja sudah bikin aku menangis?? dan bisa dibilang, hampir putus asa..
alangkah bodohnya aku,,, jika putus asa hanya gara2 masalah yg sedang aku hadapi saat ini...
diluar sana mungkin masih ada orang yg tetep bersabar menghadapi masalah2 mereka yg jauh dan jauh lebih besar dari masalahku saat ini..


yach... aku harus menghadapinya....!!
aku harus bisa menyelesaikannya....!!
agar kudapatkan hari2 yang tanpa beban...
dan membuat tidurku nyenyak setiap malam...


karena aku yakin...
ALLOH tidak akan pernah ngasih cobaan diluar batas kemampuan hamba-Nya...
:)

YUE LAI YUE AI (by Fahrenheit) lyrics

Title : Yue Lai Yue ai
song by : FAHRENHEIT


Aaron:
ru guo qing chun zhi sheng yi zhang jue ban hai bao ?????? ~ yea ba ni tie zai er jiao ~ yea

Calvin:
shou cang ni de bei ying bian cheng wu jia zhi bao you wo dao chu xuan yao

Chun:
zou lu dou zai piao chi bu bao shui bu hao nao dai dou huai diao xin kuang tiao tai zao gao

Jiro:
you mei you ting dao qian li wai wo dui ni hu jiao

Fahrenheit:
zen me ban wo yue lai yue ai kuai gei wo da sheng gong gao bai ai jiu ai ma shang yao jing cai bu yao cai pai ????????down??
high wei ni ku wei ni xiao wei ni down wei ni high bu di kang bu shua lai bu hui gai guan ta de qing hong huo zao bai zhi yao dui ni chong bai

Chun:
liu ni cheng wei shi jie zui hou yi ge ou xiang ?????? ~ yea
ling hun zhao dao shi liang ~ yea

Jiro:
bu guan ni you mei you kong dang fen wo mu guang lun wei kuai le yao yang

Aaron:
zou lu dou zai piao chi bu bao shui bu hao

Calvin:
nao dai dou huai diao xin kuang tiao tai zao gao

Aaron:
you mei you ting dao qian li wai miao xiao de hu jiao

Fahrenheit:
zen me ban wo yue lai yue ai gao ju zhao zui kua zhang deng pai di yi ge chong dao di yi pai bi shei dou kuai

Aaron:
down??high
wei ni ku wei ni xiao wei ni down wei ni high bu di kang bu shua lai bu hui gai

Fahrenheit:
guan ta de qing hong huo zao bai ?????? ~ yea
zhi yao dui ni chong bai ~ yea

Calvin:
OH MY GOD?????
Oh my God wo yue lai yue ai

Chun:
xiang shou zhao su ming de an pai

Jiro:
yan kan ni zhi mi de feng cai pai shan dao hai

Aaron:
????????down??high
wei ni ku wei ni xiao wei ni down wei ni high bu di kang bu shua lai bu hui gai yue sha che yue ting bu xia lai fan er yue lai yue ai

Fahrenheit:
OH MY GOD?????

(Aaron: no no no no ~)
Oh my God wo yue lai yue ai bu bi ai tian dou ta xia lai

(Aaron: yue lai yue ai)
ai ruo shi ni gei de tian zai

(Aaron: yue lai yue ai, yue lai yue ai)
wo yao bei hai
(Aaron: Oh ~)

Aaron:
wei ni hen wei ni ai wei ni huai wei ni guai bu ying gai geng ying gai cai huo gai yue ren nai yue ting bu xia lai

Calvin: zhi neng yue lai yue ai

Jiro:
oh???? oh yue lai yue ai (Calvin: ho oh ~)
oh???? oh da sheng gao bai oh????
oh kan wo shi huai zhi neng yue lai yue ai
(Aaron: woo woo ~) nononono nonono gogogo

Chun:
zhi neng yue lai yue ai

Aaron:
ru guo qing chun zhi sheng yi zhang jue ban hai bao

Jiro:
ba ni tie zai er jiao



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PERHAPS LOVE (sarang in ga yo) By HowL & J _ost.GOONG S(princess hours)

Sarang in ga yo(perhaps love) by HOWL and J ost.PRINCESS HOURS




eonjeyeottdeongenojee kee-eoknajee ana jakkoo nae meoreega neoro eojeereopdeon sheejak handoobeonssheek ddeo-oreudeon saenggak jakkoo neureogaseo jogeum tanghwangseureoweon ee maeum pyeoreeree aneel soo eettdago sasohan maeumeerago naega nege jakkoo mareul haneunge eosaek'angeol sarangeegayo keudae nawa katdamyeon sheejageengayo mamee jakkoo keudael saranghandaeyo onsesangee teutdorok soreecheeneyo wae eejeya teulleejyo seorol mannagee weehae eejeya sarang chajattdago jeegeum nae maeumeul seolmyeongharyeo haedo neega naega twe-eo mameul neukkeeneun pangbeop ppooneede eemee nan neeane eettneun keol nae ane neega eettdeushee ooreen seroehe eemee keeldeuryeojeenjee molla sarangeegayo keudae nawa katdamyeon sheejageengayo mamee jakkoo keudael saranghandaeyo onsesangee teutdorok soreecheeneyo wae eejeya teulleejyo seorol mannagee weehae eejeya sarang chajattdago saenggak'aebomyeon maneun soongansoge eolmana maneun seolle-eem eesseottneunjee jogeum neujeun keu mank'eum nan teo jalhaejoolgeyo hamkke halgeyo chooeogee twel kee-eokman seonmoolhalkkeyo tasheen naegyeot'eseo ddeonajee mayo jjalbeun soonganjochado pooranhan keoryo naege meomoolleo jweoyo keudael eereok'e manee (keut'orokmanee) saranghago eesseoyo (keudaeyeoyaman) eemee- Terjemahan dalam Inggris : don't remember when it happened I'd get dizzy just thinking about you Because my thoughts kept stretching, my heart was surprised It's a little awkward that I keep saying to you that "it's nothing" and that "my heart's just trifling" Is this love? And if you feel the same way is this the beginning? My heart keeps saying it loves you and the more the world listens the louder it yells Why is it just now that I hear it? That the love has been found us so we might be together Even if I try to explain my feelings the only true way to understand would be to become me and feel them I'm already inside of you just like you're inside of me I don't know if we've gotten used to the meaning between us Is this love? And if you feel the same way is this the beginning? My heart keeps saying it loves you and the more the world listens the louder it yells it Why is it just now that I hear it? That the love has been found us so we might be together Now that I think about it there were so many moments of fluttering. I'll make up for all the time lost I'll be with you and give you only good memories so in return you can't leave me Even the slightest moments make me feel uneasy Stay with me I'm loving you (until then) like this (only you) already click here to download the mp3

LUCKY Lyrics( By : Ashily ) Ost. Boys Before Flowers

Title : LUCKY

Song by : ASHILY

ost.Boys Before Flowers

nan himi deulttaemyeon Lucky in my life
kudaega kkumchorom taga-oneyo
sulpo jil-ttaemyeon nan Lucky in my dream
kudae ttasuhage nal kkok kamssajuneyo

onjena irohke usoyo nan
sesangi himdulge haedo
nan choldae nunmureun poigo shipjin a-nhchyo
nae ma-meul moreu-neun keudaerado
mollisorado keudaeyi geu misoreul
kanjikhal su isso tahaengijyo

ulgo shipulttaen Lucky in my love
sangsansok kudaega motjyoboyeoyo
ulchokhaejimyeon nan Lucky in my world
keudae kkumgyol-chorom nal kkok anajujyo

onjena irohke usoyo nan
sesangi himdulge haedo
nan choldae nunmureun poigo shipjin a-nhchyo
nae ma-meul moreu-neun keudaerado
mollisorado keudaeyi geu misoreul
kanjikhal su isso tahaengijyo

modeun-ge areumdawo nan nomu haengbo-khan-gol
weroun sesange nan tto nae sowo-neul tamayo

onjena irohke usoyo nan
sesangi himdulge haedo
nan choldae nunmureun poigo shipjin a-nhchyo
nae ma-meul moreu-neun keudaerado
mollisorado keudaeyi geu misoreul
kanjikhal su isso tahaengijyo
keudae han-goreumman tagawayo

[English Version]

When it gets hard, lucky in my life
you come towards me like a dream
when I get sad, lucky in my dream
you hold me tight with warm embrace.

I smile like this, always
even when the world makes it hard
I don't ever want to show my tears.
even though you don't know my heart yet
because I can still keep your smile, even from afar,
it's a relief.

When I want to cry, lucky in my love
you look so handsome in my imagination
when I'm frustrated, lucky in my world
you hold me tight like a dream.

I smile like this, always
even when the world makes it hard
I don't ever want to show my tears.

Even though you don't know my heart yet
because I can still keep your smile, even from afar,
it's a relief.

Everything is beautiful. I'm so happy.
I make a wish again in this lonely world.

I smile like this, always
even when the world makes it hard
I don't ever want to show my tears.
even though you don't know my heart yet
because I can still keep your smile, even from afar,
it's a relief.

Take one step towards me.

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LOVE YOU ( By : Howl ) ost. Boys Before Flowers

title: LOVE U
by: Howl
ost. Boys Before Flowers


Jakku iksukhan hyanggi naneyo geudael seuchyeotdeon barami
Jigeum nae gyeoteul jinaganabwayo
Naui gaseumsoge geudaemaneul bichuneun haessaringabwayo
Apeun sangcheokkaji gamssajuneungeollyo

Love U geudael tteoollimyeo ije dasi kkok nuneul gamjyo
Saranghae geudae du nun chaeul su itdamyeon
Saranghae geudae naege useum boyeojundamyeon
Jeogi byeolbitmajeodo modu gajyeoda jultende ohhh...
Saranghae ireon nae mam jeonhal su itdamyeon
Saranghae geudae geu mam gareuchyeo jundamyeon
Na modu darmagalkkeyo Love U Love U Love U yeongwonhi~

Geudae ttaraseo geotgo isseoyo jeogi dalbit dwie sumeo
Geuri nunchi eobseumyeon eotteokhaeyo
Birado naerige gureumege tto hanbeon butakhalkkayo
Jeojeun geudae maeum ana jul su itge

Love U geudael tteoollimyeo ije dasi kkok nuneul gamjyo
Saranghae geudae du nun chaeul su itdamyeon
Saranghae geudae naege useum boyeojundamyeon
Jeogi byeolbitmajeodo modu gajyeoda jultende ohhh..
Saranghae ireon nae mam jeonhal su itdamyeon
Saranghae geudae geu mam gareuchyeo jundamyeon
Na modu darmagalkkeyo Love U Love U Love U keudaeyo

[English Version]

i keep smelling the fragrance of promise
i guess the wind that swept by you is passing by my side right now
maybe it's a sunshine in my heart that shines on only you
it even embraces the painful scars

love you
bringing you up, i close my eyes tight once again
i love you. if i can fill up both your eyes
i love you. if i show you my laughter
i'd take everything under the starlight and give them to you
i love you. if i can convey this heart to you
i love you. if you teach that heart
i'll become like it in every way
love you, love you, love you, forever

i'm walking, following you, hiding behind the moonlight
what do i do if you don't notice
should i make another request to the clouds to rain again
so i can hold your wet heart

love you
bringing you up, i close my eyes tight once again
i love you. if i can fill up both your eyes
i love you. if i show you my laughter
i'd take everything under the starlight and give them to you
i love you. if i can convey this heart to you
i love you. if you teach that heart
i'll become like it in every way
love you, love you, love you, forever

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